YDec31 2011 05.33

Since ive been stalkin yu a lot lately, i juz realized our differences. They struck me.

yu have friends.
i've none

your look, its like you never aged. Yu seem like yu have no real probs.
me ~i look like i aged twice. Lots of issues. family, financial, depression, frustrations etc

yu seem to have a very possitive outlook in life
me, i don't care

lookin back
you're a different person now, someone i barely know. Yu've forgotten even my name.
ive stayed the same, delusional. chose to live in my fantasies, in the past. in our mem'ries, juz to be able to put on a real smile.

yu look perfectly happy
me ~im ultimately lost