YDec13 2011 03.27

four years.and a day ago ~poorly constructed entry 
 
December 12, 2007 22.44


I'm sad @ this moment.... :(
i laugh but the truth is I'm really not laughing. I keep on making myself busy for me not to notice the feeling that's unknown inside me...You know what, when I'm alone...its like im in a different world. World wherein only my frustrations and sadness exists..

   sigh.

Tomorrow ill go back to that place.
Im excited. I'll be in that place again..

"It's hard when you don't know what causes your sadness


-But it's even harder whe you know what makes you sad
     yet you can't do anything about it. =(  "



i can remember those days... I wrote lots of things in the cards that I have given him..
...now i'll write on the card I bought yesteray..and i dont know exactly what to say there. sigh..

  I dont know when he will be able to read or received my card...it saddens me...but im just saying to myself that someday



...yeah....


 -...someday...definitely someday..he will get to read my card. ..and he'll know that Im still here..the same me..


and someday..

 ...someday he will understand me.

I know now what to write.. That card is not for me
but for him..so ill try to make him happy by my words which I will write there.

     
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