my sane side told me...and i remembered why i left you.
"the pain already turned to fear.. now leave before the fear becomes the whole yu/ then save the memories for those are your only saving grace..those are the only things that will last forever"
then this..
All your smiles I'm always gonna save them
Put it in the back of my mind
Whenever I'm away from you
ngayun na lang ako napaiyak ulet ng isang kanta ng ganito.
in the office-full effort in hiding my face so that no one will see
-Run/P!NK
YMay17 04:43 2013 Remembering why I always leave
YMay16 22:40 2013
while analyzing myself, i looked back on my past experiences. On why I am the guy I am now.
my brother seems not to care for me..my family relies to me for help..i thought i was valued by the first person I valued the most..
so-ever since I can remember, there's only one simple thing I wanted the most...
i just wanted to be the most important to someone.
the top of someone's list.
the first to think of.
the most cared of..
...but at the end of the day, it still remains as a "want"
-something that is not happening.
#lonelinessStrikesAgain