YAug08 23.17 2018

Am I the only one who thinks we shouldn't meet nor even talk anymore?

It's because the past was perfect already. Too perfect actually.

YJul08 09.18 2018

Can't believe we are chatting.....








     ...and I am immensely happy but guilt says I should contain this.


Makes me wanna go back....




Real hard.



.. I am only thinking of the M-A-N-Y "Thank You" yu deserve.


YFeb20 07.14 2016

something magical happened last Feb 01.


    after 10 long years.....we bumped into each other.

yeah, we made eye contact. It made me shiver. Para kong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. I wanna disappear, pero I don't want that moment to pass rin. Napakarami kong naramdaman nung nakita kita. . . basta isa lang ang pinakamatindi.. I was so happy to see you.

Totoo pala yun, my world stopped. HAHA

napapost tuloy ako.


    -Happy Brothers Day Kyu. ^^


YNov06 20.03 2015

Lamu ba....

First time in a decade na di ako pumunta sa lugar naten kahapon Nov.05...

Coz a lot happened.. A LOT...a lot changed inside me..



I was actually turned upside down... I still don't know how to discuss it.

Basta sabi sakin... "If you will continue loving your past, it will destroy the people you currently have, and also those who will be with you in the future."


I just lost someone...so I'm trying something new now, like not going to our place as my tradition


...don't know if it's a good idea though.
:(
I'm still sad.

YJul14 00.48 2015


YJul13 22.59 2015




 i'm starting to understand the word depression more....






  how big it is


    how fatal it is..





why it is so hard to battle it.




 i'm starting to understand me more..

YJul13 22,54 2015



2. While we still don't know exactly what led her to suicide, most people who commit those things are the people who could no longer see even a small ray of hope in their lives, and could no longer bring themselves to live any longer. That or they're clinically depressed - it's a legitimate mental illness. It's not just a simple act of escaping from their problems.
                                  -from another commenter

My Warning~

Dunno why I created this crap. Dunno how to start. Guess this is one of those times when the ton inside my chest is taking over and giving in seems like a favor, a rest in my long battlefield. I'm ashamed I know my writing never can equate to what im feeling inside but sadness is currently maneuvering my hand, taking its chance to break free. I'm about to text you now but I'll fail that fight I've been on for three years. Creating this site seems less embarrassing.

I know no one will intentionally be here, and if in case you stumbled here reading this crap ...then

go one, be gone, hit X. This shitload is just my sadness. Wont do you any good -TA
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