I just lost my mom...my life..I'm going crazy.
YJun26 01.00 2013
Neediness is often associated with a shortage of trust, and sometimes a
fear of abandonment. When you find yourself doubting someone's feelings for you, or their loyalty, ask yourself why you don't trust them. Is it because they did something questionable? Or is it because someone in your past hurt you, and now you think this new person is going to do the same thing?
YMay17 04:43 2013 Remembering why I always leave
my sane side told me...and i remembered why i left you.
"the pain already turned to fear.. now leave before the fear becomes the whole yu/ then save the memories for those are your only saving grace..those are the only things that will last forever"
then this..
All your smiles I'm always gonna save them
Put it in the back of my mind
Whenever I'm away from you
ngayun na lang ako napaiyak ulet ng isang kanta ng ganito.
in the office-full effort in hiding my face so that no one will see
-Run/P!NK
YMay16 22:40 2013
while analyzing myself, i looked back on my past experiences. On why I am the guy I am now.
my brother seems not to care for me..my family relies to me for help..i thought i was valued by the first person I valued the most..
so-ever since I can remember, there's only one simple thing I wanted the most...
i just wanted to be the most important to someone.
the top of someone's list.
the first to think of.
the most cared of..
...but at the end of the day, it still remains as a "want"
-something that is not happening.
#lonelinessStrikesAgain
YMar20 2013, 02.33
i dreamt ov yu -so i checked yer tumblr..then WHAM!
frustration, envy and my many what if's poured down again.
-a bike
-ipad mini
-nice house in MKT?
-yer "no prob" smile
then...a HK trip?
wow..that's alot of i wants/
yeah. imissyu..
yeah.. ishouldgetalife
damn
YFeb21 2013 11.10 HAPPY BROTHER'S DAY
feb20
HAPPY BROTHER'S DAY!!!!! YIPEEEEEE!!
so, of course i went to our place. still messed up there. i hope they'll fix it faster so i can be wit the ocean. I also bought GaryV's Revelation cd. an album close to mah heart coz of two songs (When.i.hear.yu.call and Once.in.a.lifetime). Songs that helped me a lot back then. I mean A LOOOOOOOOOOT.. makes me smile now whenever i listen to em on SubtleMomentz. One I imagine him signing to me, and the other reminds me, that what doesn't fit now, doesn't mean it will never fit ever..maybe i'll be lucky in another lifetime.. so i smile.. ill be wit yu. /er nd i dun wanna go senti now, so yeah..feb20,2013 -i remembered yu ^^
p.s. Mimi's new song "Almost Home" was also released this day ^^ d.loaded it via iTunesStore
When you run, run so far
You've forgotten who you are
Where you're from is like some other universe
You count your steps like the regrets
You catch one breath and lose the rest
Wrong is right, right is left
And there's nowhere left to turn
So don't believe in everything
You think you think you know
Chorus
When you're almost there and you're almost home
Just open up your eyes and go, go
When you're almost there, almost home
Know you're not alone, you're almost home, home
YJan07 2013 14:29
Is this what growing up is all about? Letting go and saying goodbye? Does it always have to be like this?
-Cat Weatherhill/Barkbelly
YJan07 2013 14:14
whoah...so Mimi sang CLG/LTT/DFAU in Sydney!!! It has been SOOOOOOOOO LONG since she last sang 'em..especially LTT..
three songs associated to yu. -so yeah tear jerker /LTT.
