YNov18 2011 20.00

How come i feel indifferent when someone says they are there for me/ "tell me your prob" and the likes. i was clumsy i txted one colleague saying i wanted to die and she replied with comforting words. Didnt raise my spirit wutsoever.

i thought of opening up but i know that'll dumb of me...juz gonna get myself into trouble.

i dont know why but i view everybody now as my enemy. No one i can fully trust.


 so yeah, i closed my world.

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Dunno why I created this crap. Dunno how to start. Guess this is one of those times when the ton inside my chest is taking over and giving in seems like a favor, a rest in my long battlefield. I'm ashamed I know my writing never can equate to what im feeling inside but sadness is currently maneuvering my hand, taking its chance to break free. I'm about to text you now but I'll fail that fight I've been on for three years. Creating this site seems less embarrassing.

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