YNov 2011 14.47

I thought it would be easier after the first post, but I'm wrong again. Alone, words slips me. I wanna write but I dont know what to write. Mediocre phrases greets me. So I turn to songs. I am glad they are here to provide a picture of my current insides.

The intro music played -I feel empty.

Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town