YMay16 22:40 2013

while analyzing myself, i looked back on my past experiences. On why I am the guy I am now.
my brother seems not to care for me..my family relies to me for help..i thought i was valued by the first person I valued the most..

so-ever since I can remember, there's only one simple thing I wanted the most...



    i just wanted to be the most important to someone.
the top of someone's list.
the first to think of.
the most cared of..
 


     ...but at the end of the day, it still remains as a "want"
-something that is not happening.


  #lonelinessStrikesAgain