YJan30 2012 08.56

juz discovered this song not so long ago..been on repeat since first play. Been crying for sometime now too because of this.

Haunting..
so intense specially the last chorus.



SOBER

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me


Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no


Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here (yeah...still standing here..)
Three months and I'm getting better yeah (getting better at lyin, hidin)
Three months and I still am

Three months and it's still harder now (definitely)
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months

Three months Five years and I'm still breathing grieving
Three months Five years and I still remember it
Three months Five years and I wake up

Three months Five years and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers ....memories

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