YJul13 22:45 2015

 "depression is like drowning while seeing everyone around you breathing"
                                                -read this from a commenter of a blog post about Julia Buencamino who committed suicide.




 I don't know her, but I've this immense connection to her, ....  . . feels creepy weird.

http://www.jamesbangfiles.com/2015/07/julia-buencamino-s-suicide-found-in-her.html

http://www.jamesbangfiles.com/2015/07/julia-buencamino-s-painting-before-she.html
                                   

YJul11 00:18 2015

 no one loves me. i dont love myself

YJul10 23:38 2015

 im losing it



im losing it

YJul08 20:38 2015

YJul08 20:35 2015

  when you're thinking of someone, but you know that he's not thinking of you.
=(

YJul02 06:54 2015

  what's protecting yourself for if loving yourself is the hardest thing to do?

what's the use? In the end it's not worth it...

..so throwing it all away might indeed be the better option.

YJul02 06:05 2015

 protect yourself, or throw it all away.